I tell you--everywhere I go, everything I see and everything I hear seems to have cancer involved. I can't get away from it and it is driving me crazy. I don't know if it's always been this way or if I am just that much more aware of it now that Jason has it. My heart absolutely breaks for Leslie and Tyson right now--they know that God is with them and that He has the ultimate plan for Leslie, however, that knowledge doesn't make it any easier to deal with the fact that she has an uncurable disease that is attacking her body right now. I have been praying for those two over the course of the last two days and I ask our Lord to give them His peace-the only true peace that is beyond our comprehension. Please keep this family in your prayers as they begin the process of beating the cancer once again.

As you all can imagine, my mind has been racing the last couple of days. Often asking myself "when is the rain going to start pouring over us again" Jason is feeling good right now and I can't imagine having to hear the words "it's growing or it's moved to other areas". I know that I should not be thinking this way, but honestly, it is very hard for me not to. His cancer is still there and they can't remove it. My only hope is in God providing that awesome miracle of completely taking the tumor away with no way of explaining it--I do pray for this miracle but I also try to remember maybe that is not how God wants to be glorified in this. He has a plan and I know this--it's just really hard not knowing what His plan is. I have never been very good at waiting for things and this is no different for me. I need your prayers. Please ask our Lord for Him to take this worry away from me, to help me not dwell on the negatives but to see the magnificent blessings that he has given to me, and to give me the patience that I need to be able to wait for God's timing and not my timing. Thank you my friends. Joslyn